Mau Pigi mana? Apa mau tulis?

I long to go for a holiday. Not the usual holiday where I just stay at home and do the house work. NO not that. I want to go places that I've never been before. If I ever can go to this place, i swear I'll take a lot of pictures and I will really enjoy myself.

Well actually me and my sister and bro are planing to go to Langkawi end of this year (What?! a local vacation? ~lol~ Mana ada duit mau pigi jauh2). But I've not book and air ticket yet for we don't know exactly when to go. And at the moment, the financial situation is damn tight. Hehehe ya..ya.. I know, I know the financial thing will never be over if I didn't do anything about it like setting aside a portion of my pay every month right. Hmmm.... I am actually hoping to generate RM from blogging but will always not get the opportunity to do so for as I said before, always not opportunity available...Better start thinking other ways to get RM.

Currently yours truly is setting up a blog for our church. A Blog mind you. Why not website you ask? well "The original plan" is to setup website for the church but after a lot of thinking, "why want to spend money if you can create just a blog?" so feels free to visit stsimondezelot. It is actually still not properly setup yet for a lot of things not been uploaded so feels free to jot down something there and give some ideas ya.

~signing off got to do the invoicing before the account close~

*hugs*

Please Jot something down dear

Almost every morning while driving to work I hear about this advert. in Hitz.fm about a guy blogging about the lame things that happeing in his life. About what he do from the time he woke up till the time he closes his eyes every night.

Come to think about it, I think I am in the same group like this guy. The same lame thing done every day. As a result of that, I have nothing interesting to write in my "Dear Diary".

Today, I have this feeling of wanting to change job. I want to start hunting for new job in a new environment. The reason is, well lets just keep that. I haven't actually practice what I've studied in my Uni. I actually took HR as my major and today I am doing account and marketing which both I hate soooo much..

Well think I should start looking for new job. I am getting demotivated so before things goes even worst, better I look for some option.

anybody want to hire me?.

Note to all the people out there who really go for their passion, I envy you guys. argh...why am I not one of you??!!! well I think it is just a matter of doing it or not kan.

Foooooodddd

Reading Syura blog make me hungry. Serious! I reach office this moring ETA 5.55 am and I haven't taken any food yet and I am damn sleepy.

I have been trying to sleep but I can't. gosh.

Well I think I'll just drive to Damai and look for food there. I suppose the Multi-bake will open around 8.00 am. (hmmm betul ka tue ah?)

Ok enough said, I am seeing a bowl of meehoon soup dancing infront of me.

Assignment?

Okey I am going to do a 3 in 1 meme here. I got tagged by Osindak, JoanDarcy and Ratu Syura, on the same tag so here I am doing my assignment.

~~Begin Copy~~

This is the easy way and the fastest way to :
1. Make your Authority Technorati explode
2. Increase your Google Page Rank.
3. Get more traffic to your blog.
4. Make more new friends.

Rules :
1. Start copy from “Begin Copy” until “End Copy” to your blog.
2. Put your own blog name and link.
3. Tag your friends as much as you can.

1. Picturing of Life2. Juliana’s Site3. Shower Your Children With Love - The Right Way4. Life’s a journey, not a destination5. Simple Life6. Life is beautiful; Life is love7. Lovely Mummy8. Lemonjude9. Faith,Hope,Love10. Newife Blog11. Good things in life…12. …the Guru-Guru life…13. http://seweng.blogspot.com/14. Emelda 15. Ratu Syura ~ Petty Ramblings of a Petty Queen 16. Stories of My Life

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Now it is my turn to pass this meme to you lucky people ~lol~

filipinolifeabroad,

Juliet,

mimi ahmad,

Steve


This one I received from http://filipinolifeabroad.blogspot.com/. I think It is the same but modified a bit so still considered as easy kan..

* To get more more traffic.
* To increase technorati authority.
* To get more back links.
* To gain more friends around the world.

Heres the Rules:
1.First copy and paste the list below.
2.Do not remove any content from the linker list.
3.Just add One LUCKY NUMBER to your blogs.
4.If you don't like the concept...say no. :-/
5.The main goal here is we are going to circulate our number of friends.
6.The more people who will join the "LINKER CHAIN", the more links we can generate.
7. Lastly, write only ONE LUCKY NUMBER for your blogs...

Keep it simple and short, I know some of you have more than one blog.
The color for the link should be only black, gray, or white, depending on your blog's theme. Please avoid using any color, ok ?
Hundreds and thousands and millions only no more trillions for chrissake lol.....ok lets get started.
1.) 6966 2.) 609 3.) 066 4.) 066 5.) 606 6.) 669 7.) 6998.) 5354 9.) 777 10.) 737 11.) 1969 12.) 214 13.) 1229 14.)7173 15.0730 16.)2377 17.8 18.2406919.31320.42106 21)028 22. )888 23. 14344 24.)81107
25.)3360
26.)LUCKY NUMBER HERE!

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Pass this to Osindak , JoanDarcy, Ratu Syura,

There goes. Done my assignment. So it is your turn lucky people.

Here's Wishing Everybody

.. out there a very Happy Easter and have a blessed Easter

World Youth Day 2008...

... We welcome you.


This year, The much awaited World Youth Day will be held in Sydney Australia this coming July. How I wish I can be there to celebrate the wonderful celebration. But alas... as for now, I just entertain myself with this wonderful song "Receive the Power" by Guy Sebastian ans Paulini:-

Praise

I just want to share this beautiful clip uploaded in Youtube. A very touchng song and the pictures really touch my heart. (You know who you are *the person who did this clip* Good Job ;p)

Let praise

The Lazy Cat story

This morning, I woke up wishing that it is a public holiday. I can’t say that I woke up savouring the freshness of the golden sunlight, enjoying the sun's rays filtering through my window. I am damn tired. It had been a very busy Sunday for me and DH and I don’t think we had enough rest. Argh and I am having a slight migraine.


The first thought that popped into my mind was: "How I wish I can say Thank God it's Monday!"

I was startled by my own thought and I know the whole world is grumbling and groaning about Monday, unwilling to let go of lovely, lazy Sunday.


Actually, people who have a positive mind and thinking will say “why not? If it is Monday, it means the shops will be open, the government offices will function, the courier service will bring that much-awaited parcel. And life will move on full-speed. Isn't that cause for jubilation?”. Damn I wish I can think like that.

Contemporary man is completely sold to the idea of the weekend and, therefore, horrified by the idea of working seven days a week. People drag themselves through workdays so they can relax in the evenings. They endure the week so they can have the weekend.


They work through the year so that they can go on leave at the end of the year. If we stretch the logic a little further, they put up with life so that they can relax in death.

So being the “lazy Cat” of me today, I decided to look for ways to get rid of the “Monday blues” for I have a lot of outstanding work need to be taken care of and I really need to have the so called “the right mood” to start of with. So this is what I came across….


Instead of justifying the need for a holiday, let us look at the quality of our working life.
Perhaps some Osho insights can help change the way we work.

The basic question is, do you enjoy your work?
Do you work wishing you could do something else?

Is your work a necessary evil -- to earn a living or to fulfil ambition?


1. What and how What you do is not important, it is how you do it.


Whatever you do, do it with deep alertness; then even small things become sacred.


You can clean the floor like a robot; you have to clean it, so you clean it.
But it could have been a great experience; you missed it.


You cleaned the floor and that would have cleansed you. Clean the floor full of awareness; be luminous with awareness.

2. Remember yourself


One thing has to be a continuous thread: remember yourself.
While walking, say, "I am walking." While sitting, say, "I am sitting."
And feel the shift in your awareness. There will be a sudden spark.

3. Are you a perfectionist?


Beware! What counts is being total, not perfect. This brings out the best in you.

The very idea of perfectionism drives people crazy.


The perfectionist is bound to be neurotic. S/he cannot enjoy life till s/he is perfect. And perfection never happens, it is not in the nature of things.


Life is imperfect. Only death is perfect. Totality is possible, perfection is not possible.
There is a huge difference between perfection and totality. Perfection is a goal for the future, totality is an experience now. If you can get into any act with your whole heart, you are total. Totality brings wholeness, health and sanity.


The perfectionist forgets about totality. There is a big gap between how s/he is and how s/he wants to be.


And, of course, change can't happen now, it is always tomorrow or the day after. So life is postponed.


These are small tools, but they will help you see the gap between workdays and holidays decreasing. You will eagerly wait for work to begin.


And then you'll also say: "Thank God it's Monday!"


But as for now, I think I can't wait for the clock to strike 12.45 so that i can take my nap.... Zzzzzzz

True Love is...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
...who calls you back when you hang up on him...

...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

...wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...

...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...

...who holds your hand in front of his friends...

...wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

...wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her, or that's him"

READ THIS!!!!!!!

...........and then re read it. Especially the last part... (this is really a very touching story which make me sob early in the morning in my office!!!)

I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.

He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses.

With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak.

Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put them back. She turned to go and once again reached for the pack of steaks. She saw me watching her and she smiled. "My husband loves T-bones, but honestly, at these prices, I don't know." I swallowed the emotion down my throat and met her pale blue eyes. "My husband passed away eight days ago," I told her. Glancing at the package in her hands, I fought to control the tremble in my voice. "Buy him the steaks. And cherish every moment you have together." She shook her head and I saw the emotion in her eyes as she placed the package in her basket and wheeled away.

I turned and pushed my cart across the length of the store to the dairy products. There I stood, trying to decide which size milk I should buy. A Quart, I finally decided and moved on to the ice cream. If nothing else, I could always fix myself an ice cream cone. I placed the ice cream in my cart and looked down the aisle toward the front.

I saw first the green suit, then recognized the pretty lady coming towards me. In her arms she carried a package. On her face was the brightest smile! I had ever seen. I would swear a soft halo encircled her blonde hair as she kept walking toward me, her eyes holding mine. As she came closer, I saw what she held and tears began misting in my eyes. "These are for you," she said and placed three beautiful long stemmed yellow roses in my arms. "When you go through the line, they will know these are paid for." She leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek, then smiled again. I wanted to tell her what she'd done, what the roses meant, but still unable to speak, I watched as she walked away as tears clouded my vision. I looked down at the beautiful roses nestled in the green tissue wrapping and found it almost unreal. How did she know?

Suddenly the answer seemed so clear. I wasn't alone. Oh, you haven't forgotten me, have you? I whispered, with tears in my eyes. He was still with me, and she was his angel. Every day be thankful for what you have and who you are. (Please read all of this, it is really nice)

This was sent to my email yesterday and I was suppose to forward this to all my friends in my email list but breaking the rules, I decided to post it here instead so that I can share it with not only to the selected person, but to all of those who read my blog, or accidently stumble upon my blog.

Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings.

Thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible.

Thank you, Lord , that I can see. Many are blind .

Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising.

Thank you, Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.

Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, to act is burned, tempers are short, and my children are so loud.

Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely.

Even though our breakfast table never looks like the picture in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced.

Thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.

Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous.

Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.

Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest.

Thank you, Lord, for life.

This story might help a bit to make this world a better place to live, right?

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone to treasure.

For friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives with Beauty, Joy and Grace and makes the world we live in a better and happier place .

YOU ARE MY FRIEND!

God bless you and yours.

-- Take Care Always and GOD Bless,

Quirin

Beautiful Morning Prayer

Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank you for

my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm

blessed because You are a forgiving God and an

understanding God. You have done so much for me

and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for

everything I have done, said or thought that was not

pleasing to You. I ask now for Your forgiveness.

Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help

me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty

of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every

day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broden my mind that I can accept all things.

Let me not whine and whimper ovre things I have no

control over. Let me continue to see sin through

God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I

sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth for my

wrongdoing, and receive the forgivness of God.

And when this world closes in on me, let me remember

Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place

to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed

beyond my limits. I know that when I can't

pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to

do Your will.

Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.

Keep me strong that I amy help the weak.

Keep me uplifted that I amy have words of encouragement

for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't

find their way. I pray for those who don't know You intimately.

I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you

that I believe.

I believe that God changes people and God changes things.

I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and

every family members in their households.

I pray for peace, love ad joy in their homes that they are

out of debt and all their need are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem,

circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle

is in Your hands for You to fight.

I pray that these words be received into the hearts of

every eyes that sees them and every mouth that

confesses them willingly.

this is my prayer.

In God's Name, May God bless you.

Small talk

Almost everyday I hear people talking about the recent polling shocking result. And it is getting more and more interesting. Well to be honest I've guessed that this election will bring a very interesting news and it turns out to be true.

My opinion, it's not shocking at all and it is high time for us, the people, to voice out and exercise our right. (I am not going to say more on this) . The result is a wake up call for the Government to change and do something.

WAKE UP!!!!!

*end of my small talk*

Monday Inspiration

We complain about the cross we bear but don't realize it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot

Whatever your cross,

whatever your pain,

there will always be sunshine, after the rain....

Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;

But God's always ready, to answer your call....

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,

a word from His lips, can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger throughout the night,

But suddenly vanish, by dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,

to give you His grace, and send you His love.

May God fill your day with blessings!!

Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!

Happy Belated Birthday Sis

I was suppose to blog about this last friday but with the hectic schedule *konon la ;P* and being just the annoying sister of me, I didn't make the attempt to do it.

So now I am taking the chance, before starting my "eye damaging" work to wish you dera sis, A Very Happy Belated Birthday (erm berapa sudah umur tu aaa...???). And she is non other than Ms. Juliet of What's Hot . So this is my (Virtual) gift to you :-

and also a 'virtual' birthday cake for you.

I can read it! Can you?

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was pmorantt!

Breakdown

A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says, My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night?The monks graciously accept him, feed him dinner, and even fix his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound; a sound like no other that he has ever heard.

The next morning, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say, We can't tell you. You're not a monk.The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way. Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery.The monks again accept him, feed him, and even fix his car.That night, he hears the same strange mesmerizing sound that he had heard years earlier.

The next morning, he asks what the sound was, but the monks reply,We can't tell you. You're not a monk.The man says, All right, all right. I'm dying to know.If the only way I can find out what that sound was, is to become a monk, how do I become a monk?The monks reply, you must travel the earth and tell us how many blades of grass there are and the exact number of sand pebbles. When you find these numbers, you will become a monk.

The man sets about his task. Some forty-five years later, he returns and knocks on the door of the monastery. He says, I have travelled the earth and devoted my life to the task demanded and have found what you had asked for. There are 371,145,236,284,232 blades of grass and 231,281,219,999,129,382 sand pebbles on the earth.

The monks reply, Congratulations, you are correct and now you are a monkWe shall now show you the way to the sound.The monks lead the man to a wooden door, where the head monk says, the sound is behind that door.The man reaches for the knob, but the door is locked.

He asks, May I have the key?The monks give him the key, and he opens the door.Behind the wooden door is another door made of stone. The man requests the key to the stone door.The monks give him the key, and he opens it, only to find a door made of ruby. He demands another key from the monks, who provide it. Behind that door is another door, this one made of sapphire. And so it went until the man had gone through doors of emerald,......silver, topaz, and amethyst.

Finally, the monks say, This is the key to the last doorThe man is relieved to no end. He unlocks the door, turns the knob, and behind that door he is astonished to find the source of that strange sound. It is truly an amazing and unbelievable sight.

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. .. . But I can't tell you what it is because YOU are not a monk.

DONT SWEAR AT ME; I'M STILL HUNTING FOR THE IDIOT WHO SENT THIS TO ME!

Poor Setting

Something happen to my blog which I don't intend to fix it right now. It have been frustrating for me to see all the upside down format. arghhh...!!!!!!!! Frankly I have been trying to look for the error but all the setting seems ok.. wonder where it went wrong. Oh just let it be.

No time to fix it so for those of you who visited this page of mine and found out it is all jumbled up, my sincere appology. Will try to fix it as soon as Mr. Time stop running away from me. Till then I suppose you guys have to bear with the "not so nice" setting.

What is love

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No work day

It's Saturday and I was suppose to work hard to finish up my audit documentation for audit purposes. Really i came to do my work but alas, the Oracle is not functioning at all!!!!

Well it actually collapse yesterday and the IT people told us that it will be out for at least two days and we can only do our work by Monday. So I decide today I'll just do all the manual work which does not require the system at all. But I can't!! Still can't do it with out the system!!!!! arghhhh....I have to flip through all the heavy files to get the exact figure and I don't want to do that..(because I am not desperate enough I suppose). So what did I do from morning till now? It's 12 noon and the only thing that I have done is updating my blog and blog hopping. *big laugh*. NO OFFICE WORK!!!! (die la if my office friends read this).

Oh ya yesterday I purchase this "spreader of essence with rattan sticks" and it does smell good. Actually I purchase it because I can't stand someones BO. *laugh..laugh..*

Ok..ok... need to do more...blog hopping... *evil laugh*

What Type of Coffee are you?

Saw this is Deana and Ratu Syura and as always, I fall into the "plain" category. *long sigh* oh well that's me I guess.

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

See... get what I mean?

America's Next Top Model

I always love to look at good, nice and fantastic picture and I always wanna take one be it as the model or the photographer. I love to see beautiful people be mesmerize with the beautiful picture they took. That's why I love watching America's Next Top Model.

Now it is the cycle 9 being aired here in astro but it is already cycle 10 in America. I have been watching this program (inadvance) from youtube and I'm loving it. Who do I like in ANTM cycle 9? Of course Heather. Besides her disability, I love her look. She just look sooooo beautiful and natural. She have the natural beauty.

I've watch up to episode 7 but am not going to reveal who's eliminated for each episode that I've watch (Not to spoil the excitment that is), and I really love how they took beautiful picture and how they transform them to look sooo beautiful in person and in picture.

As for me I always hate taking picture of me *sigh* becuase I don't look nice in any of the picture. God I wish I have the photogenic look.And I am sooo extra shy to pose!!! *sigh again* well I think as for now I think I should settle and accept that it is me. *laugh*